The Little Things

We all got our secrets, but why do we keep the ones that ain’t as important to keep? Why not just let it go?
“Rather be judged for my Honest Insanity, than loved for my Fake Perfection.”
Me.
A friend of mine told me to do a “10 things about me” post and share someone the things that make me the person I am. I think that is a fun idea and look forward to seeing what everyone’s reaction would be. Here we go.

- I’m addicted to sweets/sugar. Yes, that is something I can’t seem to control about myself, but I do try to hold back ones in a while.
- I got bullied in my school(s) for being pretty and different. Trust me, it’s not easy being 13 years old and have a D cup bra. Not easy at all.
- I’m born positive hyper. This means that I got a hard time sitting still most of the time and I smile and laugh more then I need to.
- I’m obsessed with shoes of all types. I don’t care if I can walk in them. If I like them, I buy them.
- I dream of working with modeling. I know I’m shooting for the stars when I wish for this, but I also believe that only a person that fears failure will never truly live their life to the fullest.
- My best friend is a guy. I know everyone says that guys and girls can’t just be best friends without feelings, but I guess we don’t follow the rules. No, he doesn’t love fashion as I do, but he cares about me enough to listen when I ramble about Chanel’s newest collection or the shoes I just bought.
- My biggest fear is to be bored. I don’t care if I’m just walking through a mall or climbing around on a mountain, as long as I’m not bored.
- I’m 100% single/self partner. I have tried dating many guys with the same result every time. They don’t get me, so I stay single and love myself instead. If I need a man it will happen when time is right.
- In my family am I considered short. I’m 5,9″/174cm tall, which is tall, but I’m one of the shortest members of my family (with we count grandma along). My youngest brother is 14 years old and almost 2 meters tall, around 6,5″/6,6″.
- My bandanas are one of my most prized possessions. They belonged to my baby girl (puppy) Coco Chanel, who back in 2018 sadly died of brain cancer. She would always wear bandanas of different colors and she loved to show off every time it was a new one. I wear them every day now, to remind me of her and how short life can be (she was only 4) and to show my support in the fight against cancer.
- BONUS!! I got tattoos. I got 9 tattoos all over my body (they ain’t that big and not super easy to spot unless you know that you are looking for them) and every single one of them is holding a deep meaning.
I hope that gave you some ideas of who I am behind the words. A happy, energetic, shoe-loving, foodie freak that loves life itself. Every day is worth a try, even if yesterday didn’t go after the plan. Stay safe and stay true to yourself. There is only one you.
Alex
I get bullied so much in school and it’s hard to sometimes get out of the door. Please tell me what to do.
Mica
I get how you feel. In the end, I stopped walking out the door, which now got me regretting not just ignoring their words and getting my education. There will always be someone out there, trying to get in your way, but believe me, you are so important and you will thank yourself in the future for choosing to ignore their stupidity.